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you’re fucked you know
there is no way out of this
there is no waking up
this is not a nightmare, it’s reality
look at me
look me in the eye
we have to do this together
take my hands
let me help you
you can’t pretend i’m not here
you can’t wish me away
i’m here and i’m not leaving
I can’t leave
I’m here because of love
love is here too
and she isn’t going anywhere either
did you think it was just you and me here?
oh no no no, open your eyes dear one
you are very much not alone here
and neither am i
there’s love, kindness, courage, rest, as well as anger, betrayal, depression, and misery
i wish i had a magic wand to wave
but i don’t
i know it’s hard to accept the reality of me
but i need you to
you need you to do so
he does too
come sit with me and stroke my hair
put your head on my shoulder
you can rest here
you can cry too
i won’t ask any questions
and you won’t have to explain
just come
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